Are You Proud?

I'M SORRY I CAN'T AND WON'T MEET YOUR 'EXPECTATIONS!'

I'M SORRY I CAN'T AND WON'T MEET YOUR 'EXPECTATIONS!'

I'M SORRY I CAN'T AND WON'T MEET YOUR 'EXPECTATIONS!'

I'M SORRY!

I'M SORRY I CAN'T AND WON'T MEET YOUR 'EXPECTATIONS!'

*Childs.Eyes* Mama, I folded my clothes today Are you proud of me? Mama, I cleaned my room today Are you proud of me? Mama, I did my laundry Are you proud, Mommy? Mommy? I accepted Christ today Mama aren't you proud? I picked up the living room I swept the floors Are you proud? Why are you yelling Mommy? I'm sorry that I did all this if you're just gonna yell that I didn't do this and I didn't do that! *Now* I'm sorry I like having purple hair and I'm sorry I like black slightly revealing clothes I don't dress chaste but I'm no hoe! I'm sorry I don't understand why the 'god' you pray to would let my Daddy suffer this why taking him away when he's still alive! I'm sorry that i like horrpr films lots of black eyeliner & all those things you don't like I'm sorry that I let him destroy me but Mommy dont you still love me? I'm sorry that I hurt myself but I love to feel the pain I'm sorry that I'm not the good little girl you expected and want me to be I'm sorry that I'm just me & this is who I've become after everything I've been through!